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Interesting... Read on..
A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee... You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire.. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?""Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"
Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity ... boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after beingsubjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had bee fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water."Which are you?" she asked her daughter."When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"
Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a break-up, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Sun.. Sand.. & Burnt Me!!
Date: 29th July 2005
Venue : Siloso Beach, Sentosa
Event: PSA Inter-Div Beach Volleyball Tournament
Yes peepz... I do play volleyball.. HAHAHA!! The sun was hot, perfect weather for sun tanning, and the beach was full of people. Lots and lots of them... Those hot babes and hunks parading themselves although there were a few exceptional ones who ruin the beautiful "scenery".. *sniggers* Eyes galore!! The games started off at bout nine plus and for the ladies team, we lost the first game and was pushed to the loser's pool... hehe.. So the thought of going back early was on our minds and we were happy bout it.. wat good sportsmanship huh... haha.. But that wasn't meant to be when we won our 2nd game, followed by the 3rd and 4th and finally succumbed to defeat on our 5th game. By that time, it was blazing hot and the time was nearly 1500hrs!! All along I have this thinking dat one couldn't get him/herself injured while playing beach volleyball, but I was so wrong. Apparently, one guy broke his last finger while trying to block a shot from the opponent. *ouch* looks like he's gonna stay out of the sports for quite some time. Now I'm feeling even worst. Body aching has not even recovered and has to be added by my burnt skin... arrgghhhh..... But on a positive note... the bangkok pics are up!! So feel free to view them on my picture blog!! Yippee!!
Ouch!
Yesterday was the start of my dragon boat training.. Practically had to drag myself out of my bed. The weather was hot making me even more lethargic to go for the training but let's just say amazingly i managed to appear.. haha... To my suprise, there was a good turnout from the rowers.. although credits has to be given to the new boys cos they made the attendance look good and made it worthwhile was dat the good season crazy rowers were around...hehe .. and it seems that yesterday the position of the "limited edition" of right rowers were filled up nicely. *i'm one of the limited edition!*
Having done the warm up session, we started off the training. My goodness!! The journey from the base itself to the beach was kinda "hell" for me and some of my peepz thanks to the nearly my one year extinction from excercising. *i hate to excercise!* I was nearly out of breath and panting by the time we stopped rowing and "parked" the boat by the beach side to let the new rowers grab the tactics.. haha!! When it was time to row back it was kinda worse when we had to row the whole boat in badges of 3 pairs.. arrgghhhh!! well.. lucky i managed to come back in one piece.. heheh..
It was only after my shower dat i felt good. Felt energetic to continue my shift of duty although some of my body parts had shown sign of aching.. And without a doubt, it certainly did for me as i went thru my shift of duty.. * i really need a body massage!!*
Looking forward for the next training!! and one more thing.. my butt hurts!! *OUCH* haha!!
Hakz!
Commitment. A word which is often misused by certain ppl that i know of.
I received an email in my personal mail from a former colleague (used to be working in da same team) saying hi, if as if that's not enuff, this person has the cheek to call me dear, and askin me out. Maybe to some, its nothing wrong.. But the thing is that he's married to someone I know, a colleague of mine too. Some might say, maybe this person is just joking, well.. its not amusing to me though. I just feel like fowarding the said email to the spouse but when i spoke to my gal friend whose currently working together with this person, apparently i gotta know that I wasnt the only one who receives all this kinda bull shits. WTF.... (*the epitome of most of the guys in my work*) Some of them who resolves to all this kinda stuffs might have their own personal reasons, own difficulties.. (cos i do know of ppl like dat, not good but no one's perfect) but for those who just do it out of sheer pleasure, sheer folly and just for the fun of it.. I find it very disgusting.
Why get committed in the first place if the drive to continue all these kinda singlehood behaviour still exists and persists in their daily life... Yes, i admit that ppl make mistakes, but to do it over and over again?? But to some, i guess they never learn from their mistakes. Lucky for them, that they either have a naive partner who doesnt probe much , too trusting or they will always have an excuse to cover themselves up. Their so called protrayal of a good partner normally a coincides with brilliant acting.
I was recently accused of ruining someone's love life where all i did was to ask the partner regarding some gadget matters. SO in what way was i ruining that fella's relationship?? unless this fella is stricken down with guilt? Probably. Will a question on gadgets affect their relationship? Guess that for both of them to sort it out. None of my business anyway.
Well, I might have provoked some people in writing all this but this is my blog, my thoughts, my views and I write down whatever i feel like. Not happy?? Sue me. I've never mention any names, but, if to some reading this thinking that its intending for you then its just too bad.
*YOU CAN STOP YOUR COCK & BULL STORY THAT YOUR SO CALLED HP DOESNT HAVE A SERIAL OR IMEI NUMBER*
Its Not As Easy..
While I was involved in a duty the other day, I realised that I've been blessed with an interesting, what more a stable job. As much as i want to go into further details and elaborate on it, I can't. Gotta adhere to certain protocols. Kinda dampening but what to do. Well, its perfectly fine to me if outsiders don't understand my kinda job, but our own peers??(specifically peers from other departments) Unneccessary comments given. They tend to say 'whats so difficult bout ur job? U ppl dun have to do this, dun have to do that, slack all shift, blah blah blah"
Yes, we may not be the frontline ppl, we are just peepz who are working behind the whole scene. Others see them working but no one sees us working. But why don't they think before they open up their mouth? We are always seen to them as having a good time, laughing, sitting down and joking with each other but when the time comes when we don't even have the time to entertain their needs, all they can do is just complain and complain. Pathetic. Well, to those who aren't working in my department, this is what i can say, if you envy our kinda job so much, why dun u just come and try to experience wat our work is all about? If you ppl think you are so damn capable to boast bout ur job, why dun you handle everything on ur own then?? Pls think. We clear the different kinda shits you all bring in. Without you ppl, we still continue our daily job. But can you say that without us, do u think u can continue that certain process of ur job??
I'm not saying that I'm looking down on ur kinda job, we are a family after all.. But its sad to know that you ppl jus never seem to understand..
korp-kOOn-ka
Another destination that I could add to my travelling list.. BANGKOK. Marvelous, magnificient, amazing, fun..For those who wanna know more.. read on.. *gotta bear with me aight*
Day 1, 16th July - Packed with only the basic neccesities in my sling back, boarded the plane to a place where I've never been before, not knowing what to expect. Travel time: 2hrs. Before landing, the cabin crew actually sang a song *still dun know what the title* in their own words. Couldn't help myself but laugh.. Came up with the assumption that in order to be part of the cabin crew, not only must you have da looks, you must also have THE voice. *sniggers*. Well, touch down @ Bangkok International Airport (BIA) approx. at 1845hrs (s'pore time). Bangkok is one hour earlier than our local timing.
The drive to the hotel itself was a thrill. I must really admit that the drivers there are skillful, yet can pose a danger to the passengers. Traffic was really heavy but what I really enjoyed was the colourful cabs; orange, pink, green & of course not forgetting, the "tuks tuks"..Checked in, washed up and decided to walk around the area and hunt for supper. The area that I was in (Pratunam) was vibrant. Lots and lots of stalls set up. Looking for food was a bit tough tho cos most of the restaurants were closed at that point of time. Managed to find this Indian muslim restaurant. Supper was not too bad for me, can't be said for that someone though.. khekhe.. Went straight back to the hotel to prepare for the city tour da next day. Meeting time: 0700hrs.
-END OF DAY 1-
Day 2, 17th July - Woke up early for the complimentary breakfast. Rating: Something that you can skip. Took a coach to 'River City' where a river tour of Bangkok awaits. The tour of the Chao Phraya took about 45mins. Deep inside my heart, I wish that I could see the temple (Wat Arun) that I have read about prior to this trip. And true enough, it did came true. Before I go into further details, I will elaborate more on the river tour itself. Along the way, you could see the skyscrapers of Bangkok, temples, houses on stilts.. etc. There was this part of the river, where you could actually see fishes. They are practically very huge!! and there were lots of them. You could feed them if you buy the bread. There were too many of them, till I myself got scared, hoping hard that they won't actually accidentaly jump into the boat while rushing for their food. *Eeeeks!!* Apart from that, there were women on boats selling some souvenirs.
Finally, we made a stop at 'Wat Arun'. It was breathtaking and stunning. From afar, you could already see the temple. Beautiful, magnificent piece of architecture. There were no words to describe how I feel when I stepped into the temple itself. Most parts of the architecture was made of porcelain. Grab the opportunity to make full use of the digicam to capture each and every angle of the temple. Spent bout 45mins there and after that proceeded back to mainland. Went to the handbag factory where all the goods were made of real leather. They actually have those made of ostrich skin!! Unbelievable. Made our way to the gem factory where nothing interest me although I have to say that those pieces of jewellery are nice. Sadly to say that the down part of the tour was that the tour guide spoke in Mandarin to accomodate the majority. The sucky part was he could actually blabber non stop. Kinda get to my nerves.
Instead of joining the group for lunch, decided to make our own way to the weekend market. (Chatuchak) Shoppers paradise!! Reached there, have lunch and off we enter the market itself. So many things, so little time. Fickle minded at some point of time. Splurge on stuffs there. To say that I was there for bout 3hrs, and I have not even covered 1/5th of the market. Too bad the market closes at 6pm.. If not.. Hahah!! Rushed back to the hotel as arrangements had been made to see the 'Ratchada Cabaret Show' aka "bapok" show.. and the notorious "thai-girl" show ..hehe...
The cabaret show was very lively and I must say that the most of 'women' are simply gorgeous. There were few exceptions though. Haha!! Throughout the show I had chosen my favourite 'women'. She had this Japanese look... Sweet, pretty.. *awww*.. Next, proceeded to the notorious "thai-girl" show. It was eye opening, and I'm astonished bout what they can actually do. I won't go into further details as you got to see it to believe it. Everything ended at bout eleven plus. The day ended with supper at a Muslim restaurant. Ordered macaroni chicken and spaghetti in chicken sauce. Both ended up tasting like pasta in curry. Wat a luck to end da day..
-END OF DAY 2-
Day 3, 18th July - Slept the whole morning as the feeling of lethargic, drained out, got into the body system. Managed to be dragged out of bed as the need to have an adaptor to charge the gadgets became critical. Walked towards the nearest shopping centre and I saw it. 'A&W'. Without any hesitation, decided dat it will be the place for the stomach. Finally, some acceptable food. Walked around the shopping centre, pratunam area, and did some shopping again.. hehe.. Evening time came and we decided to go to the famous shopping centre in Bangkok. The Ma Boon Krong (MBK). The place was really enormous. Lots of shops and I was really really feeling the itch to shop again but I went against it. *tight budget* heheh
We finally decided to have a proper and nice dinner. Got ourselves seats at one of the restaurants in MBK itself. Cosy seats, nice settings. Thai & Jap mixed into one. Ordered a few dishes, ended the splendid meal with a cup of cappucino. Just perfect. Walked around MBK to digest our full stomachs. Going back to the hotel was the main highlight of day. Still contemplating whether to take the train, the cab or the tuks tuks.. Hmmm.. One of the tuk tuk drivers offered 100baht for the trip back. Thinking dat it was not worth it, we decided to take the skytrain, stopped at the nearest station, and hitch a tuk tuk from there. Both of us having the thought that it might be cheaper. So off we went, taking the train and stopping at the nearest station, Phaya Thai. And when we get to hire a tuk tuk, guess how much was the charge?? 150 baht!! Got us dumbfounded for a sec. Not wanting to miss out the experience on riding a tuk tuk, we jus took it. Looking on the positive side, I actually experienced taking the all the public transports of Bangkok, except for the busses though.. Hehe.. *not bad*
-END OF DAY 3 -
Last day, 19th July - Dreaded the feeling that its time to leave the place. Feel that there's so much more to see, and there are still so many places to go. Really gonna miss the place and I won't hesitate to go again if given the chance. The memories that I have in Bangkok will never be erased. To that one special person, you know who you are.. Thank you for everything.
So.. next destination.. BALI perhaps?? hmmm... working on it now. *smiling to myself*
Movies
For those peepz who likes movies or stories bout love, fate & destiny.. Here are some good ones you might wanna take note of though some I've yet to watch *sniggers* :-
Serendipity > Jonathan Trager and Sara Thomas met while shopping for gloves in New York. Though buying for their respective lovers, the magic was right and a night of Christmas shopping turned into romance. Jon wanted to explore things further but Sara wasn't sure their love was meant to be. They decided to test fate by splitting up and seeing if destiny brought them back together... Many years later, having lost each other that night, both are engaged to be married. Still, neither can shake the need to give fate one last chance to reunite them. Jon enlists the help of his best man to track down the girl he can't forget starting at the store where they met. Sara asks her new age musician fiance for a break before the wedding and, with her best friend in tow, flies from California to New York hoping destiny will bring her soulmate back. Near-misses and classic Shakespearean confusion bring the two close to meeting a number of times but fate will have the final word on whether it was meant to be.
A LoT Like Love > On a flight from Los Angeles to New York, Oliver (Kutcher) and Emily (Peet) make a connection, only to decide that they are poorly suited to be together. Over the next seven years, however, they are reunited time and time again, they go from being acquaintances to close friends to ... lovers?
Before Sunrise >A French grad student named Celine (Julie Delpy) meets an American boy named Jesse (Ethan Hawke) on the Budapest-Vienna train. They get off the train in Vienna and hang out for a while.Before Sunrise is a passionate and intelligent romance between a young American (Jesse) and a French student (Celine). A chance encounter on the train incites intrigue, and Jesse provocatively suggests that Celine postpones her return to France and embarks instead on a spontaneous expedition to Vienna. In the course of their 14-hour relationship, the two share in their love for the unrehearsed and their appreciation for the unexpected as they explore in a powerful meeting of hearts and minds. Dawn breaks. Sad in silence, they make their way to the station. As they bid each other farewell, Jesse is seized by another impulse - another encounter??
Before Sunset (a sequel of before sunrise) > Jesse, a writer from the US, and Celine, a Frenchwoman working for an environment protection organisation, acquainted nine years ago on the train from Budapest to Vienna, meet again when Jesse arrives in Paris for a reading of his new book. As they have only a few hours until his plane leaves, they stroll through Paris, talking about their experiences, views and whether they still love each other, although Jesse is already married with a kid..
Turn Left, Turn Right (Chinese) > The story revolves around dashing John Liu (Takeshi Kaneshiro), an inspiring violinist and Eve Choi (Gigi Leung), a professional translator. Like millions living in a large city, John and Eve lead lives of solitude. Despite staying in the same apartment building, their paths never cross. One day, while walking around a fountain in the park, they finally bump into each other... and it's love at first sight! Unfortunately, a sudden shower cuts the encounter short. They manage to exchange telephone numbers but the rain renders the phone numbers illegible.Inseparable partners, directors Johnnie To and Wai Ka-Fai who have worked together on many projects like Running On Karma, Love On a Diet, Love for All Seasons & etc, manage to recreate the magic of Jimmy Liao's story on the big screen. Even the lovely soundtrack with three songs by Gigi Leung blends well in a 'supporting' role. The pacing of the movie is just right. The audience will be in constant anticipation of the couple's next meeting, as meddling acquaintances, a former schoolmate (Edmund Chen), a food delivery girl (Terri Kwan) and pure bad luck, conspire to keep the would-be-lovers apart.
SepeT(Malay) > Its a movie about 2 people from totally different backgrounds who in the end(or in the very beginning of the movie) fall in love.However many complications arise since these lovers are from different races. What i really like about this movie is that finally someone has made a movie involving the Chinese and Malays,two races that until this day still cannot stand each other yet still try to live with one another.This movie is not ashamed to point out the flaws of each race but yet at the same time also praises the races concerned. All and all,this is a different kind of love story which should be watched by everyone especially if your a Malaysians.As i mentioned earlier,its not your typical Malay movie and thank God for that.
My Sassy GaL (Korean) > Based on a series of true stories posted by Ho-sik Kim on the Internet describing his relationship with his girlfriend. These were later transformed into a best-selling book and the movie follows the book closely. It describes the meeting of Kyun-woo (Cha) and an unnamed girl. Kyun-woo is shamed into assisting the girl because the other passengers mistakenly think she is his girlfriend. Once he helps her, Kyun-woo develops a deep sense of responsibility for her which enables him to tolerate (somehow) the girls abuses
Und das ist erst der Anfang aka Just The Beginning (German)> The attractive Anna, eager to live life to the fullest, has a boyfriend, the career-obsessed Thorsten, who continually gets on her nerves. After an argument, she gets to know a shy actor, Michael, completely by accident after dialing a wrong number. They stay on the phone, talking with each other for hours, and end up falling in love. Unfortunately, their connection gets interrupted before they have the chance to make a date. A seemingly hopeless search through the jungle of the city ensues
Jeux d'enfants aka Love Me If You Dare (French) > As adults best friends Julien and Sophie continue the odd game they started as children -- a fearless competition to outdo one another with daring and outrageous stunts. While they often act out to relieve one another's pain, their game might be a way to avoid the fact that they are truly meant for one another.
"It takes a death of a friend to finally get in touch with another.."
How depressing can it be rite? Well, it happens. I was browsing thru a lost contact profile in friendster after I received an email . Looked at the photo album where he specially dedicated it to his good friend whom had passed away in a freak bike accident. One by one I took a good look at the pics. The person was someone whom I knew. I just couldnt believe it. I read bout the accident in the news but never did I expect that the guy was a friend of mine. Last known he was still riding his super4 den. I gathered my courage to send him a msg to confirm if dat was the guy that i knew.. True enuff, his reply came and my questions had been answered. This is human's behaviour. We take everything for granted till it comes to a point when we dun realise it till we lose that someone??I'm talking in general. Be it in a relationship, friendship or kinship.. Are we too peroccupied with our own daily routine that we don't even have time to stop for a while and look back at our lives?? Isn't it too late to have regrets then??
While my other peepz were having their beauty sleep in the comfort of their own bed, I was already up and ready. Time check: 0345hrs. *yawnz*. Was at point at 0430hrs. Stood for at least close to 6hrs without any reliefs..*WTF*.. But sometimes I find that these kinda things really have its advantages. I had a feast of my eyes from 7am onwards... People from different parts of the world walked past.. Beautiful, smart, elegant.. etc. I was mesmerized by them.. Stewards, stewardess, pilots.. etc. Airport scenario?? Nopz.. That was what kept me awake. You can seldom see these kinda people in one place at one time. The peak moment of my duty: seeing Hillary Clinton and Tony Blair up close and in real life... YES!!
With my knees still feeling like jelly, felt relieved cos still managed to settle all the stuffs that was needed to be done. Finally.. Now, I'm just counting down the days and ... I'm outta S'pore!!! Its time for travelling again!!
Before start of work yesterday, my OC came up to me.. "you are deployed for duty on 5th july. Report at 0430hrs .. That was it. Felt like a pail of icy cold water was jus thrown @ me. I was already feeling shitty even b4 work started thanks to my ever non stop sinus. Hates it to the core. Sometimes I wish that if could jus do without my nose. Sneezed and sneezed and the fluid dat cames out from my nose was as if someone had broken a tap and couldnt be repaired. *free flow* arrrghhhh!!!!! Managed to watch an interesting movie.. "The Life of David Gale".. It could have got me glued to my seat if not for the situation that I was in.. Da 2nd movie was a malay comedy, "Scenario XX"... We kinda turned the room into a mini cinema only without the popcorns.. Wished everyday is like today!! hehe
2nd July - Glad that tour of duty has been kind to me. Had pretty good time having conversations with my colleagues, apart from doin those crappy stuffs and jokes to each other which was a routine for us *an alternative way of eliminating stress* Met up with Halmy and we end up together with Manz @ Kg Glam Cafe, while he waited for his beau.
Boyz talk @ Kg Glam Cafe
Next pit stop was at West Coast Mac to meet up with Hal's childhood friend, Zaini while Manz went his way to pick Fildza up.. Had our dinner there and was later joined by Manz and Fildza. Chit chatted and played an interesting cum hillarious game dat Zaini came up with. hehe... Went home after having a good time, with me feeling good on how my day has turned out although was kinda lethargic. *apologies for not takin any pics cos my battery went flat*
Hot Hot Heat
  
!!dA cRaZy BuNcH oF PeEpZ!!
The sun was blazing on top of our heads. Perspiration trickle down on each & everyone of us. A zoo trip in the hot blazing, scorching afternoon heat. Met up with the gang at about 3pm. (supposedly to be at 2pm.. hehe. *apologies to Halmy for keeping him waiting*). A planned outing to the Singapore Zoological Garden that turned out to be great. The first timers who met hit off on a good note, i must say. A very pleasant scenario to observe.
It has been donkey years, since I last made my trip there. Walked around practically for 2 hours without taking the tram ride, met my so called "friends" and amusing ourselves with the different animals behaviour. Pictures taken, flashes everywhere. (termed as "jakun" in malay) Hehe. From my personal point of view, there were not many changes to the zoo except for the appearance of new animals which we did not even get to see though. Lots of habitats were on renovations. Not worth the money for me if I had to pay for the entry. I am actually amazed with myself that I was able to walk for that 2 hours. Credits should be given to the company that I had; the crazy bunch of peepz.
Made our way down to Al-Ameen (Woodlands) to fill our hungry stomachs. It was also the first time that me & him actually rode our bikes out together. A very rare sight indeed. Heheh.. Conversations continued around the table as we sat down having our meals. It was at around 8pm when some of us went our seperate ways. While Epulz, Imz, Dora & Ida went ahead with their plans, Lanz, Azy, Halmy & myself decided to just chill out. *our 2nd double date* hehehe.. After much asking each other on where to go, a place was decided. Arab St. Parked my bike at home, hitched a ride on Halmy's bike.. hmmm.. *shall not elaborate on the hillarious moments. only between the 4 of us*
Went to Kaki Lima, managed to find ourselves a table. Ordered our drinks, a strawberry & peach flavoured sisha( pardon if the spelling is wrong) & played cards and chit chatted throughout the chill out session. It was only till about midnite when we went our seperate ways & headed on home.
I have to admit that it was a fruitful and enjoyable day for me. Just looking at him getting along well with my good friends made my day more sweeter than ever. Thank you to everyone esp not forgetting Azy my twinnie who has been a great companion to me and to end this on a personal note, a big thank you to Halmy for ending my day very brilliantly. *wink wink*
Reflection.
I was clearing some stuffz in my house earlier today when I came across a tag.. A body tag.. This is what it was stated:-
Name: Muhd Suffian Bin Abdul Rahman
Age : 1/12
D.O.B : 01.07.73
Death: 23.07.73
Purpose: Claim body.
etc...
Time came to a standstill for me then. After nearly 25yrs being alive, I finally saw that tag. My heart skipped a bit. It was my late brother. A brother that I had but was never given the opportunity to meet. I knew he existed then but was not given any chance to know what actually happened. No one in the family talks about it. A sudden rush of emotions flow thru my soul. As I'm typing this out, I can't control my tears. I miss him. Someone whom i've never met in my life, someone who i have never got a chance to acknowlege. Why do I feel this way..
*i'll continue to update this space when i have the strength to talk bout it, cos at the moment... i cant do it*
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