tick tock tick tock

Clock's ticking as I'm typing this entry out. How long have I not been updating?? Ages. Guess this is also gonna be my last entry before i step into another phase of my life. Alhamdullilah, everything is turning out fine though there were hiccups here and there, but guess both of us manage to go thru it in one piece. Hehe.

Preparations was not as easy as how i assume it would be. Guess one has to be both mentally and physically prepared. You still have to run your errands apart from your daily work. I am glad that both of us are working shifts so we dun have to depend on jus weekeends to get things done.

I'm scared, I'm nervous and its not about the wedding thing. Close friends has been teasing me asking am I sure whether I wanna get married or whether is he the right person for me.. I do not doubt him and i am confident that he will be a responsible partner and i am assured that i will be taken care of just fine... Its the aftermath of the wedding that i'm afraid of. My responsibilities as a wife, a daughter in law, and also a daughter to my parents.... it seems to be getting on my mind as the day gets nearer. Am i able to fulfil all these?? Am i up to it?? I seem to be doubting my own capabilities. As one friend said to me,,, these are all wedding jitters and i really hope that they are.

oh well.... some say i worry to much but i just cant help it.. hehe

Hopefully everything will turn out fine after that. Insya-allah.

That's it for this point of time.. till then...

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Wednesday, April 25, 2007