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Friday, July 01, 2005

Reflection.

I was clearing some stuffz in my house earlier today when I came across a tag.. A body tag.. This is what it was stated:-

Name: Muhd Suffian Bin Abdul Rahman
Age : 1/12
D.O.B : 01.07.73
Death: 23.07.73
Purpose: Claim body.
etc...

Time came to a standstill for me then. After nearly 25yrs being alive, I finally saw that tag. My heart skipped a bit. It was my late brother. A brother that I had but was never given the opportunity to meet. I knew he existed then but was not given any chance to know what actually happened. No one in the family talks about it. A sudden rush of emotions flow thru my soul. As I'm typing this out, I can't control my tears. I miss him. Someone whom i've never met in my life, someone who i have never got a chance to acknowlege. Why do I feel this way..

*i'll continue to update this space when i have the strength to talk bout it, cos at the moment... i cant do it*

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