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Well....
Weather was perfect, sun was up, the surrounding atmosphere was peaceful. The feeling of being there in the morning was splendid. Today was the new balance run @ sentosa. Distance 10km. Hmmm.... The thought of it alone horrifies me, but don't be alarm.. I was not involved in the run. Me?? Run?? Haha!! Dream on!! I was there to give some sort encouragement to him. I was quite suprised by the huge turnout. Guess 70% of s'poreans are into healthy living. Waking up early in the morning for a run to drain their energy and making the sweat glands working twice as hard. Runners from every range of age, the young and the old was there to participate.. Round of applause should be given to these people...
   So why am I not running or participating while I still can?? Haha.. I ask myself that question too. But as per normal, I'm already lazy to excercise what more run . I will only run once a year, credits given to the management for making it a criteria. Don't label me as hopeless yet cos I don't hibernate all the time. I'm still actively involved in sports. So give me some credits for that. Haha!!! And now its time again for my beauty slumber... Arios!!!
ps: love, forgot to say congrats on that timing. Proud of you....
My coursemates... we always have the time to chill out.... hehe...
Finally.. my suffering has ended... Waking up early every single day for the past 2 weeks has been a torture to me... Gonna go back to my routine job tommorrow... *sighs* Thought I could claim another day off but guess not.. Haha!! I have been such a lazy bummer during these past 2 weeks... too lazy to even update this space of mine.. To say that I've been productive.. I have not.. I'm just plain LAZY!!!
De-Stress
Had a tired but wonderful weekend at the chalet maybe due to the lack of sleep and having to wake up early to go for my course. Summing it up it was nice getting to know people and I'm amazed how small the world can be when somehow u get to know that the person u converse with use to be from the same school etc.. Too much of a coincidence?? hmmm.. haha.. Well peepz.. just to de-stress urself (fer those who are) enjoy the set of questionnares..
HOW MUCH OF A FLIRT ARE YOU???
Question 1.
You are partying with a friend of the opposite sex. If you don leave now, you are going to miss the last train/bus. What would u do?
a. Who cares... continue to party! - go to question 2
b. Ask if he/she would like to stay longer - go to question 3
c. Say goodbye and rushes off for transport - go to question 4
Question 2.
While having a meal with a friend, you saw that what he/she had ordered seemed quite delicious. Would you ask to have a taste or his/ her food?
a. yes - go to question 5
b. no - go to question 6
Question 3.
You saw something nice while shopping but you don have the means to buy it. Would you...
a. Shrug your shoulders and forget it - go to question 7
b. Go ahead and flash your credit/debit/atm card - go to question 6
Question 4.
You have a job offer that is paying better than your present job. You would...
a. Type your resignation letter now because it's a good offer - go to question 8
b. Stay because of loyalty. Your boss is treating you well - go to question 7
Question 5.
Your views on school rule and regulations.
a. Would never compromise to them - go to question 9
b. See if there is loopholes and try to get thru them - go to question 10
c. Would definitely keep to them - go to question 12
Question 6.
A person from the opposite sex expresses his/her love for you. You would...
a. Smile and think highly of your charm - go to question 9
b. Reject him/her and keep a distance - go to question 10
c. Run off without even answering!!! - go to question 12
Question 7.
You are in your bf/gf‘s bedroom and you saw a photo of him/her with his/her old flame. You would...
a. See and forget because it’s all in the past - go to question 10
b. Get real mad and leave the room - go to question 11
Question 8.
Would you rewrite a lecture note again because your handwriting is untidy?
a. yes - go to question 12
b. no - go to question 11
Question 9.
When wearing a pair of mini skirt/ shorts, what would you choose as a top?
a. A tight fitting tee - go to question 13
b. A loose fitting tee - go to question 14
Question 10.
On a tour, the tour guide specifically tells you not to venture to a certain area because it’s dangerous. Would you out of curiosity, go ahead without listening to him?
a. yes - go to question 13
b. no - go to question 14
Question 11.
When you are out with a friend of the same sex, would you hold hands and walk?
a. yes - go to question 15
b. no - go to question 16
Question 12.
Wearing a newly bought swimsuit, would you feel especially eye-catching and sharp when walking by the pool? *Guys, i mean male humans with balls, if u ever land on this question, u ought to see a shrink!!!!*
a. yes - go to question 14
b. no - go to question 16
Question 13.
Are you the impulsive type? Always acting on the instant you get the idea without thinking carefully.
a. yes - Type A
b. no - go to question 14
Question 14.
Do you still maintain friendship with your ex?
a. yes - Type B
b. no - go to question 15
Question 15.
Every time you pack for a tour, you would always end up packing more than what you need?
a. yes - go to question 16
b. no - Type C
Question 16.
Do you mind sharing the same cup with others?
a. yes - Type D
b. no - Type C
----- R E S U L T S -----
TYPE A - 90% FLIRT
You fall in love easily, most of the time getting trapped in a triangular relationship. Adding to that, you do not commit to your partner, you enjoy having suitors. To put it simply, you are FAR from faithful.
TYPE B - 70% FLIRT
You are flirtatious by nature. You enjoy being pampered and pursued by others so occasionally you would harbor the thoughts of it stepping on 2 boatsafe. BUT.. as you are sensitive to your partner, you do try to restrain yourself.
TYPE C - 40% FLIRT
You are shy by nature and have only a small circle of friend. This attributes to the fact that you would not have a high chance of getting trapped in complicated relationships.
TYPE D - 0% FLIRT!!!
You have high morality and its against infidelity. Whoever is with you is the MOST fortunate but pray that your partner does not belong to any of the above group
~~MY result's TYPE C... Hmmm... *grinning cunningly to myself*
Weekend
Finally, the weekend has arrived!! Yippee!! Five days down, five more days to go... Jus gotta endure... I'm already starting to miss my peepz @ werk... Not that I would wanna say that my coursemates are bunch of boring ppl.. they are not.. In fact, they are the ones who lift my spirits up everytime during the course and da fact that I tend to doze off every now and then without getting caught.. (its either the facilitator cant be bothered or I'm good at hiding myself)..Haha...
Its been only five days we were together and I must say that having conversations with them, knowing bout their different kind of job scopes, different kind of experiences made me green with envy. Some have only been working for 2 to 3 yrs and they have gone thru lotsa interesting stuffs. Not to say those old timers.. they can really talk bout their experiences and trust me.. you won't get bored. I then reflected on myself, after working for 5 yrs, i have nothing to share with these ppl.. Only the sharing of my work, the ppl that i handle with, apart from that.its NIL.. How pathetic. But as and when they wanna know bout it, i share. Hmm..
But for now, I'm jus gonna enjoy my beautiful untouched weekend. (this is so RARE!! )
*the agenda no 3 on my "deathlist" is still pending and da dayz are getting nearer... somebody help!!*
ATTENTION!!!!!
Dear friends, was bloghopping when i stumbled upon a page...below are sentence taken from a that blog... *gosh* "Right..I'm back..here are some facts regarding the rodents (malays)..
1. They do not have to pay for their university education in Singapore.... " To find out more, check this out... http://thesecondholocaust.blogspot.comhttp://thethirdholocaust.blogspot.comI got a shock of my life when i read it... ps: to my colleagues: How?? (Clue: dispute between two races, wat do we do?)
16th Aug - Yes, I changed my blog skin again. Apparently I have a liking for black backgrounds. Decided to keep it simple this time round. Hehe.. Its only been the 2nd day of my course and I guess my body clock is really not suitable for office hours anymore... I have to endure this for the next 8 to 9 days!! Wonder how i will turn out by then.. Cant seem to keep my eyes open even though i had plenty of rest the nite before. *somebody pls help me!!*
Undeniable when the phrase "its a small world .. " One of my coursemates was someone dat i knew back then.. History goes a long way. Kinda had an akward feeling when i saw him coz we somehow or rather had to lose contact due to some circumstances..But i guess, both being adults, had this concept of what's past is past, let it go. A nice feeling to know that he still acknowledge me as a friend and he knows da reason on why we had to lose contact. I have to admit that sometimes I'm ashamed of myself.. Leaving my friends behind when its for a reason that is so stupid just to please another. I know its wrong but I'm a weakling when it comes to all this things. No matter how much I try to tell myself not to make the same mistake again, i will eventually fall into it.. Either knowingly or unknowingly. But I'm glad to know that now, the person I am with will never allow me to repeat the mistakes that i have made.... *Thank you love for ur trust and ur understanding.... *
14th Aug - River taxi ride to Marina South was something that had never come across my mind before we decided to watch the fireworks. Decided to go for it instead of taking the MRT. The journey took bout only ten minutes. The view along the way was kinda breathtaking coming from our own island itself. The fireworks display was simply beautiful and enchanting. A nice moment that I enjoyed with my loved one.
Apparently, dragon boat training earlier didn't go my way today. Didnt get to row in my normal position. Had to go left.. Feel so akward and i'm so not used to it. Furthermore, they decided to try the race route... My goodness.. Its hard for me to keep the pace and being not used to row on the left, my arms started to ache badly during the row itself.. Feels so shitty. I already felt the strain even just after the warm up row...
*arrrgghhhh*.... There are times when i feel so shitty about everything apparently has come. Nothing seems right for me and even if its right i feel its wrong. What the hell is wrong with me i do not know. Words just cant describe it. I should be contented with what i have now but it doesnt seem that way to me during this point of my shittiness. AND to EpuL, Naz & ZuL... i finally read all ur entries on the topic.. KUDOS to u peepz!! Interesting and amazing at da same time!!!
Morning Galore!!
Morning of 9th August 2005
  
  
BrEaKfASt @ JaLaN KaYu
After the shift of duty ended, me n my colleugues decided to have a get together for breakfast. It was a good day, good turnout and the place we decided for breakfast was kinda unexpected coz it was quite a distance from our workplace, but nevertheless since most of us have our own transport, we gave a green light to it. Jalan Kayu. Didnt expect the place to be full house in the early morning but we eventually got ourselves seats.. (kinda slip off our minds dat it was a public holiday) haha... Feeling of having breakfast by the road side as if we were in another place out of s'pore was really fun. Jokes all around and the crappyness of some of them from lack of sleep the shift before shows drastically... hahah...
And after heading for home....An example of how pathetic my life can be.... Sleep, Sleep and more sleep till a new day arrives. Wat A wonderful way to celebrate NATIONAL DAY!!
JEALOUSY
The hot topic that was tasked to me to blabber about which I had mentioned in my earlier entry... SO ... Bear with my rants....
JEALOUSY. A very thin line drawn between the good and bad. Between caring and being possesive. SELFISH
This is my PESSIMISTIC point of view. Jealousy can be a terrible thing. The quickest and surest way to get dumped. It can tear a relationship apart as surely as anything else. If one is jealous, they rarely can step outside themselves to look at life from another's point of view. A jealous person can find it hard to have a "normal" conversation without their overactive imagination kicking out a scenario or two. About what? It is hard to say. Jealousy can make someone who is the biggest part of your life think that they mean nothing to you. True ?? False?? You decide.
Everything we do is either an act of love or a cry for help." I can only reduced it into two emotions: love and fear. It's been from our experience that what's underneath jealousy is fear of one kind or another. Jealousy is about real or imagined fears--fear of abandonment, fear of loss of love, fear of being dishonored in the relationship, fear of being shamed, unresolved issues from past relationships, lack issues, poor self esteem, lack of confidence, cover or mask for things from the past that you haven't healed yet, OR a desire for revenge that is misguided or misdirected towards someone else.
When jealous feelings come up, it's usually because we're afraid that we won't get our needs of one kind or another met. Guess its when jealousy comes up, somewhere within us, we are crying out for help or for the attention we seek. There are living examples around me where commitments between two people have actually been broken by one of them or … It shows up when one person or both people in the relationship are very insecure in their relationship or in life. Jealous feelings come up with a partner, or others, whose actions haven't warranted it.Whatever is going on--whether the jealousy is "warranted" or not--fear is at the bottom of those feelings and there's a lot more going on than what is on the surface.
Until we look at those fears and begin to heal them, no matter what relationship we're in, jealousy will creep in again and again.When asked about jealousy, people tend to talk about "withdrawing," "getting quiet," "becoming numb," "saying things they didn't mean" and "lashing out." When all these words or behaviours are actually ways to shield or protect themselves from the pain they are feeling inside.
SO what are then my optimistic view on jealousy? Truthfully, its very minimal. To let the person know that you actually care and showing your concern. That is all. But then again, to what extend, so that it does not lead back to my pessimistic view?
The bottom line is, its up to each and every individual on how they look at the meaning of jealousy because it is really vague. Its either you are drawn more to the optimistic side or vice versa. Thinking back, everything is interlinked. Dun you think so? Just give yourself sometime to reflect on this.. JEALOUSY->FEAR->INSECURITY->SINCERITY->TRUST->LOYALTY. It goes round and round.....
Wat Can I Say??
My day concluded very productively I must say. Hang out with a few peepz of mine for our dinner and chatted continously for bout 3hrs or so. It was during this short period of time, dat I find it relatively meaningful.. For once, we had an adult conversation, open table concept. Each and everyone gave their views, comments on certain topics dat we talked about and what amazes me was thru this kinda conversation that we actually get to know each other better. There were truth in some of their words and it made me think on my drive back home, although there were some that we debated about. It made some of us 'open up' and revealed things that we never knew bout da other person. Its undeniable that we work together, spent most times talking crap with each other... But how well do u know your friends? To have them sit down and talk sense (coming from my bunch of friends) is a rare matter. I dare to say that all of us are totally a different person at work and having good conversations like this are hard to come by.
By the end of da day, 4 of us decided to blog about a topic which i will post in my later entry. One topic given.. the end result : 4 different views, 4 diffrent stories... Our writing ability will be put to a test. Hehe... *jus kidding guyz* No competition or watsoever aight. Well, to Naz, Epul & Zul.. cant wait to read ur entries!!!! Yipee!!
 --------- kAhaR, NaZ, EpuL & ZuL-----------
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 My poor kitty.. Wondering why she has the cone shaped thingy on her?? Thoeritically, she was bitten by my first cat and i guess it appalled her so much that she started scratching her wound till it became so deep and it got worsen.. No choice but to don the cone thing on her to prevent the wound from getting worst.. She's like one little lost kitten who doesnt know how to make her way around the house... Amuses me though to observe how she walked about... hehe...
AND.... earlier today i went sun tanning AGAIN!! FUN! FUN! FUN! hehe.... 
MisUndeRsTood
Have you ever been misunderstood? Been guilty of poor communication? Had a key word dropped from or added to your message? Been judged harshly by someone who read a false motive into something you said or did?
Sometimes misunderstandings can be cleared up through fuller and better information. At other times, the person who misjudged a situation catches on, feels foolish, and takes the initiative. Sometimes there is nothing to be done - except try to go on with your life, without bitterness..
How many of us are guilty of this?? I'm not afraid to admit that I myself fall into this category; being misunderstood and myself misunderstood others. There are ways too many to provide an example. A simple conversation can lead to an argument. Why is that so and what are the factors that leads to this topic I'm writing? Communication breakdown? Tone of voice? The language that is being spoken? Or is it just based on assumptions. Does anyone out there knows hows to stay clear of it?
Honestly, I myself do not know and sometimes I feel that to misunderstood others and get misunderstood is so common and that apparently there is no way I can stay clear of as much as I want to. To even say that I do not wish to be bothered by it, I can't especially if it involves my loved ones... *sighs*
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