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Life..
introspection
Latin introspectus, past participle of introspicere to look inside, from intro- + specere to look a reflective looking inward : an examination of one's own thoughts and feelings
When you are walking/running your life, maybe it is best for you to give yourself a chance, a time, to stop for a while and do this. Introspection. Looking inward. Examining one's thoughts and feelings. Compromising. There are hopes and dreams. There is also reality. Negotiating. Reality should not be holding your pace. Hopes and dreams should be challenging, not burdening. Life is not always about running but also enjoying every step you make. Don't think.. just feel. You lose something, didn't do lots of thing. But you also gain more things and do many wonderful things. Life's like this. Everybody has their own "mission" in life. And everything you do has purpose in it. You are special. To be able to live your life another day, to be able to wake up in the morning, it is a gift. To be able to feel pain, sadness, misery is making you realize that you're alive. In the end you should be realizing how fortunate, how beautiful your life is. Hopefully. Eventually. Thank God for giving me another day to live in.
If you ask me "can a person accomplish anything he wants in his life?" my answer would be no he cant. He can only accomplish those things which mean a lot to him, for which he has the drive and interest, for which there is a strong internal or external motivation. Provided the above factors are fulfilled, a human has the potential to accomplish anything under the sun. Then why do we limit our potential saying that we are not capable enough? The feeling of inadequacy is the main reason why people lack confidence in themselves and go about leading a latent life. A human has no reason to believe that he is inferior to anybody else because he is a powerhouse who has the capacity to accomplish anything HE WANTS. Please notice that I emphasize on the words "he wants". Only if the feeling is strong and the motivation high can a person accomplish a task .....
Why Do Women Cry..
I've been bumming around @ home the whole day today. Surfing the net when I stumbled across this article. I find it interesting as such i decided to post it here for sharing purposes...
"Why are you crying?", a young boy asked his Mom.
"Because I'm a woman", she told him.
"I don't understand", he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said,
And you never will, but that's o.k.".......
Later, the little boy asked his father,
"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason", was all his Dad could say......
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why
women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got
back to him, he asked
"God, why do women cry so easily?"
GOD answered......
"When I made woman, I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of
the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort...
I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the
rejection that many times will come even from her own children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care
of Her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up,
through sickness And fatigue, without complaining....
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and
all circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly....
She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel
better and to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....
I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and
I Fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,
but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside
him unfalteringly....
For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed. It is
hers to use whenever needed and it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she
does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have
made her heart feel good. She is special!"
any truth in the above??
Been coughing the whole nite thru and it is really starting to irritate me. My throat now feels sore and itchy all the time. Met up with my other irritant and we proceeded to Al-Ameen Bukit Timah for dinner and was joined a few hours later by Juherman and beau.
I was having this conversation with Halmy bout one of my colleagues who told me dat his gf popped out "THAT" question to him. The big 'C' question.. commitment of a lifetime. Is it nowadayz ladies will be the one who "ask" da question?? What happened to the men "asking"?? Has the world turn around?? It used to be dat ladies will just have to wait for the time the men will start popping the question.. I termed it as the waiting game.. haha *no offend to da ladies* or is it a norm for the men to just delay when they have already commit themselves to that lady and are financially prepared or are they only waiting for the better ones to cross their path or are they afraid to make the wrong choice? *no offend to the men also* There's lot of questions to be asked but i guess only the men will know da answers.. hmmm
Sometimes I feel that ladies will tend to put the relationship at risk when they start to ask dat question to their partner *although not all*.. How would a lady feel when she asked her other half and the reply is a negative one? Won't men freak out when they hear dat question?? Datz wat i think cos well, my friend did.. And when a men freak out... hmmm.... datz bad....hehe ..
just my 2 cents worth...
Well, been up all nite collating all the KL picz and its finally up and I'm pleased with the results.. hehe.. So go check it out on my pic blog if you peepz want to aight!!
RoaD TrIpPiNg
18th JuLy - End of nite shift. Da day has arrived. Last minute plans but everything materialise. Had breakfast wif Halmy while waiting for epul to "get himself ready".. *so sweet of my other irritant* .. hehe.. Everyone was supposed to meet up at one point but it turned out dat there were last minute changes. Epul came to meet me and Halmy at bout 9 plus near 10. Kissed my other irritant goodbye and we went our seperate ways.. While on da way to Nizam's place, i got a nice suprise waiting for me inside da car.. *wink wink* .. Practically loss for words when I read it. *thank you sweetheart for your effort, it shows and means a lot to me*
The journey was fantastic. Although we had to go thru a massive jam @ Tuas checkpoint. Reached KL in at approximately 4 hrs plus with Nizam goin at 150km/h and one pit stop at Machap, while I had my precious sleep .. hehe... Stayed at 'Melia Hotel Kuala Lumpur'. Our room was directly facing Berjaya Times Square and it was very very spacious.. wee~~ not bad!!
After restin and washing up, we proceeded down for our dinner.. Ordered chicken rice with their speciality' kerabu mangga'.. it was so yummylicious dat i actually managed to clean up everything on my plate. But on da down side,da price's kinda steep for chicken rice meal. .hehe.. RM60++ .. unbelievable!
We walked thru the town, and stopped at this hotel for 'toilet' break.. As i stepped into the building, I was totally fascinated my their interior designs and their poshness, and different kinda concept into one building... and the band playing jazz... they were superb. My thoughts : A perfect place to spend with your loved ones, although the prices may hit rocket high. Maybe this place will be my next target.. hehe... well, for the couples out there who don't mind da amount of cash to be put into.... Marriott Kuala Lumpur is da place to be in..
19th July ~ Feeling kinda feverish and having flu *damn i hate it when i'm sick* .. Checked out, went to Berjaya Times Square. My goodness, it was humongous!! Told the guyz dat if i were to do my shopping there, it can never finish.. hehe .. We then had lunch (chicken rice also.. hehe.. dis time round cheaper). Didnt ate much cos i was already not feeling well. The weather's hot, but i'm feeling cold most of da time. The journey back this time round da driver's seat was handed over to Hazlan. Managed to reach homeground it approx. 4 hrs. Dun know how fast he was driving cos I was asleep 3/4 of da journey.. hahah
To summarise it up, the whole journey has been great and the company of the trios I was in were fantastic. It was a memorable trip for me and I really enjoyed myself although it was kinda short. To Hazlan, Nizam and Shaiful.. Thank you for making all this possible. You guyz are great!! Yipee!! Hope to go again on a road trip; next time round, gonna recruit more people to join!!
NYDC
Great place. Nice, cosy sofa seatz. I LIKEE... Went there with a bunch of my friends for our dinner cum supper after our tour of duty. Da food not dat bad... but a bit too much for a person like me.. hehe.. Their deserts... SUPERB!!
Well, anyway, apart from dat, I was literally being "forced" into watching "Ghost Train". My friends, they jolly well know dat I dun prefer these kinda eerie movies. I do admit dat I have a phobia of watching these types of movies as my imaginations could go kinda wild after the show ends.. hehe.. *i also have a weak heart* hehe.... So they checked out the papers which one of my friend's gf brought.. It states cineleisure orchard: 11.00pm, Lido: 11.30pm. We then went on to cineleisure to buy the tickets. Upon reaching, the staff said, "Last show 5.00pm". We were like.. "huh?" Nevertherless, not giving up, we went to Lido to check it out. At the entrance of Lido, the escalator going up was not functioning. All of us were actually contemplating to walk up that flight of escalator.. not one level, but two, mind you. It was so steep. But we still decided to proceed. Going up the "escalator" to the 2nd level was not dat bad *already short of breath*.. the 2nd flight of steps towards the entrance of Lido.. my goodness.. my legs almost gave way and i was practically panting.. hehe... It was total misery. * how to pass IPPT liddat* To make matter worst, the counters was already closed and it was then we found out dat apparently, my friend's gal accidentally took papers which were backdated. All of us jus couldnt believe our luck after having to go through the "torture" before dat and we all broke into laughter. Deep inside of me, I was actually feeling glad.. *at least something had went to my favour* hehe.. *wink wink*
For less complications, right click and open in new window. *i'm still trying to resolve da problem*
Attention Seeker??
Everything was going on well at work till evening when i opened up my email to see dis sender's name. Someone unexpected. Sometimes I find it weird, sometimes amusing how actually people find ways and means to seek attention. I myself do not know why it was made into a big issue..
This is what happened.. I had 'authorisation' access to this person's email and so has this person to mine during a period of time. At one point of time, needed an email badly that I deleted for work purposes so i assessed his email and fowarded that mail to my account. Mutual trust?? It was never an issue before cos I have never deleted any of his emails. But not now.(dat i understand) Simple?? That's not what this person has in mind. After knowing that I did assessed his email in which he found out after assessing MY email, guess he was not a happy person. He says I'm being intrusive and posed a threat to him. *wasn't he being intrusive too??* Fine, knowing that it was my fault, i admitted and apologise. Well, apology not accepted. *male ego* He even went to the extend of calling me a thief after I had explained and apologised. War of emails broke out. He even states that he is not that "computer literate" to undo the authorisation. I replied, "If you are not happy, do something. If you dun know, learn. Dun give excuses." His reply: " You don't tell me what to do. I know thieves has a lot of knowledge" .... *WTF??*
Well, knowing him.. Its such a norm for him to shut ppl out if its not pleasant to his ears..
>>TO YOU, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... "YOU TREATED ME AS IF I'M YOUR GREATEST ENEMY WHEN IT IS ME WHO SHOULD BE THE ONE DOING THAT TO YOU..."
>>GUESS U ARE SEEKING MY ATTENTION.. WELL YOU DID. KUDOS TO YOU. BUT IN DA WRONG KINDA WAY..
haizzz
I'm exhausted, totally drained out. The change of shift is beginning to have its impact on me. My body clock has gone haywire. For the past 3 morning shifts, i've been late for work... *sighs* And to top to my misery, work has not been kind to me at all. Is it just a norm or is it just me?? Its been a long time since i was deployed 'there'. Maybe I have been too pampered doin my daily 'routine deployment' Now the team deployment rest on my shoulders. Responsibilities, decision makings in things which i am not supposed to decide on, shifted to me. wat da hack. i'm not earning dat much pay as "others" to be making dat kinda decision. Apologies to my colleagues if ur names are being put into duties dat u are supposedly to be deployed to. Sometimes it really puts me in a fix.
I do admit dat i'm used to taking charge of the deployment when my "head" is not around but yesterday was really a test of my patience. Some people just plain happily take advantage of the situation."Fadz, i wanna do this next duty", "Fadz,i wanna take leave on dis day" .. blah blah blah... and when i replied "i'll see how"... Unneccessary comments starts to come out from their mouth.. Feel like just shutting them off on da spot but i held back my words knowing how sarcastic i can be. They think its so easy to just adhere to their demands. I know they have families etc but sometimes i wish they could just understand that I'm tryin my best to give in to their demands but if its gonna affect the function of da team, wat da hell do they expect me to do?? Others will be red eyed about it if i give in to one person and doesnt to da other. How I really wish that my head doesnt think of me in a way dat i'm able to do all these tasks. Cos all these decisions doesnt just affect me.. it affects everyone around me...
Something To ponder on..
For sharing purposes... Taken from a book that I read recently..
LOVE OR INFATUATION.
To be infatuated is to be inspired with foolish or extravagant admiration of another person. Common?? Maybe to some they will only admit that it only happens during their teenage years. (I'm guilty of that too.. hehe) Well, from wat I have read (its up to you readers to believe it or not) Infatuation is a normal phase of human sexuality, especially around the time when our emotions of love & romance begin to flourish. It is perfectly fine to be infatuated so long as we recognise it and diffenentiate it from love.
While infatuation arouses many emotions and desires like "I need you", "I am the happiest person on earth when you are around" etc. Love is more than a mere emotion. Love is patient and kind, while infatuation is impatient and self centred (" I want... I wish... I need.." rather than "you") Love is a commitment to your partner, and your wish to fulfil his or her needs. A relationship based on mere emotions has roots that are too shallow to withstand the storms of life. Infatuation thrives on wishes while mature love requires a lot of hard work to build and to nuture it. Love develops from and appraisalof the total person - both strength and weaknesses. A person who seeks a stable love relationship will ask searching questions like " Would I want him or her to be the parent of my children; the kind of person whom I would be pround to introduce to my relatives and friends?" etc.
Infatuation thrives on a mental picture of the other person, a fantasy image which is largely based of idealisation, unsupported and unchecked by reality. The attractive points are exaggerated because this is desired; the weakness are too threatening because they cannot withstand the test of reality. The heart feels so much, too much indeed, that the mind cannot think clearly.
An infatuated person tends to have a false sense of security in his relationship and expresses it in possessiveness, jealousy or unreasonable demands for exclusive rights to time and space over the other person's activities in life. Love has a security based on mutual respect and trust, honesty and faithfulness.
Are any of the above true?? Are we all guilty of this??
Wat A Day..
Just my luck!! Was on the way to the airport when i had a flat tyre.. I thank god that i'm still alive and kicking. Lucky for me that i was very near to the airport itself... Managed to regain my composure and drive slowly to the carpark. Once there, my parents had already arrived. Spoke to mum regarding the incident, called up the neccesary ppl to be called up and it between of all this, temperature rose between me and my dad. Well, kept my cool cos it was just not so worth it. My day had been tired, exhausting and this has to happen out of all dayz. But no matter how bad my day was, seeing my beloved princess makes me forget everything... SMILE!! hehe  
GooD Combo??
 When two forces combine.... kewl?? hehe..
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