AbOuT MeHappY MoTheR's Day..
Been a while since i pen down into this space of mine. The week that passed me by has gone smoothly although there were some hiccups along the way due to a friend but overall it was good. After my shift one duty, i actually sat for 45mins by the road side, staring helplessly at the vehicles zooming pass me. Did have a few stares by strangers whom must have thought that i was a lunatic sitting there all alone. hehe.. Thanks to my buddy and azy!! But it wasnt that bad though cos we had a great time after dat.. pitching tent and having a feast after dat.. Guess i now have a partner in "crime" to eat a lot and not feel bad about it!! haha!! Thanks gal! (azy).. ok, back to the 45mins of waiting time at the road side.. during this short period of time, lotsa things went thru my head.. things dat happen in the week was jus unbelievable and i cant find any better words to describe it. Its jus amazing to know that people who started out as strangers and in a matter of time, they are able to discuss about anything and be open minded and not feel akward bout it. It actually breaks the barrier and i mus now admit that communication plays a big part in everything.. be it friendship, relationship etc. hmmm... The other thing that went thru my head was the salary that i'm gonna get this month is worth every single cent cos i pratically 'work' my butts off. So i told myself that i shouldnt feel a pinch of guilt if i were to pamper myself!! wee~~ Gotta know that few of my friends are getting promoted soon and kudos to them on their promotion.. SO WHEN WILL YOU GUYZ GIMME A TREAT?? hehe.. *not shy*
It's Mother's day yesterday.. For da first time, i didn't get my beloved mummy anythin.. hmmm.. wonder how she would feel.. wanted to treat her for dinner but ma uncle got hospitalised and everything was cancelled. Did ask her though wat she wanted for this mother's day and all she replied was to have the whole family together for dinner, which means having my bro, sis n husband and of course not forgetting my 2 beloved mischievious niece and nephew. I was like "huh?" .. Maybe to others its not dat difficult but not for my family though.. My bro is alwayz bz werking and my sis family.. hmmm... shall not elaborate further.. How am i ever supposed to make it happen for my mum.. Da only time dat all of us ( i mean ALL) meet and talk is only durin Hari Raya.. dats how bad it is.. Didnt wanna disappoint her so all i could say to her was dat i'll try my best.. It was then I reflected upon myself whether have i been a good daughter to her all this while.. I know that all mothers would wanna see their children get settled down, start their own family etc.. she has never pressurise me bout all dis stuff (i love her to the core bout dat) but i know deep down inside of her she wants to see me and my bro achieved dis. I hate the feeling of disappointing her but this kinda thing is beyond my control. Another thing that makes me realised that could i ever live without her?? She has been my pillar of strength in everythin i do, understanding me in every way and never once have i ever heard her complaining. My finances are managed by her and i really thank her for that cos if not.. i dun myself know in what position i might be in.. This got me to think that wat would i do if i lose her?? The thought of dat really hurts and i jus cant fight back my emotions.. I might have not shown her the love that she has shown me throughout my life .. I jus hope that she knows how much i treasure and love her and i have make it a point not to disappoint her in every way i can... Love you mummy, and happy mother's day. And to my sis, happy mother's day to you too...
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