AbOuT MeBetrayaL
Friend :- A person whom one knows.. likes.. and trusts...
I didn’t want to believe the things that happened before I left for work yesterday and things that happened at work yesterday. How I wish it didn’t happen and how I wish it was not true. But sad to say it did happened and it had a tremendous effect on me. I didn’t have much time to actually think about it coz I was really occupied with work yesterday and I thank my lucky stars for that. At least something was on my side. It wasn’t till I sat down on the MRT on the way home and finally think bout what had happened yesterday.
I felt betrayed.. Disappointed.. Filled with so much hatred and anger at that point of time. First and foremost stranger have the guts to call me names.. and as if that hasn’t ruin my day enough.. I got to know another thing.. Felt like being stabbed in the back by someone whom I define as a friend. In what way have I ever offended this person that this person I myself do not know. I do not want to believe what I have heard but when it’s said from two different people.. I dun know what to believe in and what not to believe in anymore. Who shall I trust now?? Someone whom I have looked upon as a friend does this to me and this person has left me wondering should I trust the group of friends that I have been hanging out with for the past year. Just who is this person I do not know and I can’t think of any at all. Maybe I put too much trust in them and I never see it coming. Guess this is the consequences that I have to face.
Part of me doesn’t wish to know who this someone is coz I dun want to ever end up hating this person.. but part of me wishes to know so that at least I could tell this someone that if ever I have done anything wrong or he is not happy bout the way I live my life or even my behavior.. please tell me straight in the face and do not go thru other people. All I know is that he is someone who is in the group that I always hang out with… n just by knowing that hurts me deep…
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