Its been a while. The week that passed has been alright or so I must say. The intention has been made known to me. Instead of finding inner peace, I sometime find myself in total choatic state of mind. Relieved for him as it is off his chest, but the fear starts to creep to me. Despite the fear. I am very proud of the little things that he does and the action he has taken towards achieving that goal. Such a cliche. Khekhe.

I'm having irrational fear that others will not accept me for who I am, what I believe and even to the extend of how I act. At times, I find myself in a state of mind that makes me incapable of doing things or saying anything for fear of others disapproval. Its irritating and at the same time nerve wrecking.

Maybe I'm just getting paranoid. haha and also plus the fact after nearly working for 6 years, for the first time, I made one of my NS boys cried. *evil grins* Too bad for him cos I don't compromise where work is concerned.

** for those who have watched the show 'Sepet', you peepz should watch 'Gubra'.. I shall not disclose any details. Khekhe...

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Tuesday, March 14, 2006