Transformation

His First wife makeover..... From this....sarapz

To a customise 'Deftones' ....

Hmmm.... wat can I say???

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Wednesday, November 30, 2005 0 comments

Ups & Down

My Ups:-

The week has passed.. Just like that.
Productive? Not sure.
Watched Harry Potter and an Arsenal game, apart from that
its mostly cropped up at home time.
Yupz.. for the past one whole week.. its just like that
That's what happens when u have a huge hole in d pockets. hehe
Guess the only most productive thing I did was to wash my two vehicles..
(of course with help la...)
In fact he was da one who brought all the stuffs.. I only need to bring down the pail.. Haha!
A record breaking for me cos after nearly 1 yr plus owning the bike.. this is my first time washing it... Wee!! (not easy to maintain 2 vehicles)
My 1st time watching soccer in da clubhouse.
Ambience was nice, cosy.. Too bad we came kinda late..
The cosy sofas were taken up... *sighs*




& NO.... I'm not a big fan of Arsenal... HAHAHA

ps: Must admit tho I had fun watching the game .. Even had a greater fun time drooling at "that one" gorgeous hunk ... Right bah?? I'm sick in da brain, a freak...yeah.. i know.

My Downs:-

Counting down to pay day
Trying to list out the stuffs needed to be settled
As I list, I give up, seeing the amount of figures I gotta "donate"
Chances of pampering myslef is slim..

Work environment don't help
With my sinus, it made my life suffer
All the construction, renovation, dust
My nose tap is broken yet again.

Freaking pissed off at work
I don't give damn to what u are carrying on your shoulder.
Don't use your brain and I will tell you off
Label me rude, arrogant..but trust me, I dun care.

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Tuesday, November 29, 2005 0 comments

??

Feeling nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu aku yang sarap nie.... haha

Entah aper benda da rasuk dalam badan aku pun aku tak tau. Otak da lari agaknya. Itu tak kena, ini tak kena... Bak kata, semua bendalah tak kena. Nak kata pre menstrual sydnrome.. tak pulak... ntah2 post menstrual syndrom tak?? Ader ke?? Yang aku tahu post natal syndrome tu aderlah... uiks!! haha... Fikirkan balik.. kesian sayang aku .. tak buat salah pun kena marah... buat salah.. lagi buruk padahnya... Aku rasa dia terpaksa lah sabar ngan karenah aku...

Feeling emo sangat lah aku nie... Kater org.. makin tua makin relaks.. yang aku lak makin tua makin menjadi lak emo aku...duh...( sampai sini jer lah melayu aku)

Reflecting back on my life.. I can't help but have this feeling that I'm a failure,(personal life) though I have everything currently.. Stable job, my own vehicles, my parents and someone who loves me.... I'm not afraid to admit this... I made lotsa mistakes throughout my journey in search for someone.. Mistakes that can never be erased from my memories...Even though sometimes I tried not to think about all the hurt the others caused me and the hurt that I've caused others, it just keeps coming back. To forgive is easy.. to forget.. Its hard.. At times I wish to thank those who have hurt me cos without them, I would have never learnt from my lessons. Whether to the persons that I've caused hurt has forgiven me, I jus hope they do.... I'm only human and I make mistakes.

Guess it happens to everyone at one point of their life or another. At one point of time, we are jus like the eagle.. soaring up high in the sky.. and when suddenly things took for a change and we lost our ability to fly.. Hopes, dreams.. all come crashing... shattered. Just like that. The lessons that I've learnt, have refrained me from having too high hopes. Not daring to dream so far ahead, cos this time round, once I tumble.. I will not know how to climb up again..

The hurt that I've went thru affects me presently somehow or rather as much I do not wish it to. And when it affects me.. It indirectly will affect my thinking of the other person. I jolly well know that each and every individual is different.. and the past is the past... But my past is something that I can't get over ...

I am grateful to the ONE for giving me a chance to live my life..To continue this journey of mine.. till when.. that is up to HIM.

ps: Love, I'm thankful that HE made you came into my life... and I pray that it will stay that way.... although I know that one day HE will take you away from me...

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Monday, November 21, 2005 0 comments

Because Of You...

Added to my playlist for my favourites songs of the year....

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Sunday, November 20, 2005 0 comments

Yummy!!!

It could be seen clearly that everyone's lacking of their rest .. But made their way to the team's gathering... (cant blame cos it falls on our sleeping off) The food was yummylicious.. hehe.. ( didnt get to taste the chicken wings tho.. darn..) The pit was filled with those bbq-ing their food. (nak makan pun queue ke). Apart from that, its another way for us to bond ourselves with each other. hmmm... guess i'm too lazy and too tired to write more...

FOODS GALORE!!!




the arrival and bonding of the team....




N one more thing to note... I GOT MY OWN STAMP COLLECTION!!



the card dat comes together with my own set of stamps..... I'm loving it!!!

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Thursday, November 17, 2005 0 comments

Pherw....

13 hrs... My longest hours spent visiting... Everything turned out as planned. Though it was kinda last minute planning... I was fully satisfied at the turnout.. Though dearie gotta be activated halfway during the outing.. but managed to join us back again...Nothing much to be said cos pictures says a thousand words!!

Our 1st Lebaran together...



1st pit stop : Md Shaiful @ Tampines



2nd Pit stop: Md Ismail @ tampines...

Kak Jun and son..Md Mirza


There's always time for posing!!

3rd stop : Zarkasih aka Zac @ Jalan Paras (i think)



4th stop: Tjoa Nazri..@ Eunos



sempat bdk2 nie main PS.. ish!!


While waiting for the rest to arrive at the next stop.. aper lagi..

tak geng kotz??


aper pulak nie??


sorang ke cik abang oi...


ah.. tahan tu tembok...


purest of painz...


nice combo of colourz??


Lady Boss..


5th pit stop: Razali.. @ MacPherson



nak tuang air pun sempat eh..


6th stop: Kak Jun..@ Punggol



Aku nikahkan dikau...


Carpark pun jadilah...

2D tak jadi...


nak sepasang jer ngan motor...


7th pit stop: Syaifulazim @ Jurong West Extensionz..



Our Pak Lebai...


8th pit stop: Imran aka Immiez @ Clementi


hmmm... sini pun bolehlah.. entrance to Imz 'condominium'


pooh's friend


Da penat ler...


9th pit stop: Kahar @ Bukit Batok



10th stop: Nazri @ Bukit Batok



Presenting the new baby gal.. Nadra Raissha.. Soo tiny..


Couplingz In Redz..


11th Stop: Fairuz @ Fajar Rd



12th stop: Lin's (kahar Gf) @ Bangkit Rd



uiks?? boleh ke keluar??


13th stop: Yours Truly @ Woodlands

(notice dat immiez has a 'baby' with him?)


yalah tu..



hmmm...


immiez bz with manja..


immiez with chomel..


Da 3 fathers with their kitties...



Well guyz... it had been a long yet fruitful day... khekhe... Jangan menyesal eh... khekhe...

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Tuesday, November 15, 2005 0 comments