Why 7???
Dedicated especially to my preetiest luvely cuzzie eda.. Nah... amik ko... khekhe... but why must be 7 eh?? hmmm...Seven things that (will) scare me :
1. Cockroach2. Lizards3. Snakes4. Vertical Drop5. Horror Shows... my imagination can run damn wild6. Butterflies7. Insects and creepy crawlies... ArrrrgggghhhhhSeven things I like the most:1. Anything that has gotta do with Cats2. Doing nothing at all3. Sleep4. Lepakz5. My loved ones & friends6. Eat7. Spending time with my other irritant.Seven most important things in my room:
1. Handphone.. (can't survive without it)2. My PC. (my most faithful companion)3. Bed4. Comforter5. Pillows6. Photo frame of my irritant and me7. FanSeven RANDOM facts about me:1. Very very stubborn2. Got attitude problems3. Crazy4. Crappy5. Blur6. Irritating7. Can be very the manja at times lah... khekheSeven things I plan to do before I die:1.Settle down and have my own family.. *wink wink*2.Bertaubat3. Performing haj....All Muslims wanna do these.... (insya-allah)4. Enjoying my last moment with my loves one.5. Sempat mengucap...6. Quit smoking...7. Owning a mini cooper.... yeah rite... as if...heheheSeven things I can do:
1.Sleep whole day2.Never bathe whole day3.Playing games whole day4.Not eat the whole day5. Sit down for dun know how many hours for a 70 cents cup of coffee/tea
6. Merayap whole day7. Spend and spend and spend my money.. till i go broke.. khekheSeven things I can't do(without):1. Handphone ah.... (very crucial)2. My PC and laptop3. My facial cleanser4. Toothbrush & toothpaste5. Deodorant 6. Perfume7. WatchSeven words I say the most:1. Heh????2. yeah rite..3. no...4. watever..5. its ok..6. per jer!!7. ya la tu...Seven celeb crushes:1. Matt Damon2. George Clooney3. Jude Law4. Ryan Giggs5. Keanu Reeves6. Pierce Brosnan7. Steve McManammanSeven people I love to see doing this:1. HaLmY2. AzY3. NaJiE4. ZuL5. EpuL6. HuDa7. aMiRa
Its Such a Pity
Listenin to : Can't Take That AwayThis song goes out to each and everyone out there who never seems to fail to wanna bring me down. To those.. You can say anything you want, I will not succumb to defeat, I will not falter down as much as you want to witness it happening. I have faith in my family and relatives, my loved one and i have faith in those whom i can proudly call my friends who have been there for me thru my times of need and my happiness. No, it doesnt piss me off and neither am i mad about it. I was intially, but thinking rationally, its more to I pity have for those kinda people. Cant imagine how sad and disappointing their life can be.. All I can think of, they are doing all this cos they do not have what i am having and it all boils down to pure jealousy. Seeing me happy and moving on with my life is just not in their dictionary i dare to say.*to my friends and my cousins, i dun have to name you, you know who you peepz are.. thank you for being there for me & sweets, thank you for makin me realised that its who i am inside that matters most... i luv ya peepz*
Listening to : "Foolish" Courtesy of a friend.. You know who u are... Thank you. (the voice is hers) As I have mentioned in my previous entry.. this entry is all about "girlfriend material" or "wife material" thingy. To me its a total crap thingy. Its gonna have lotsa discrimination be it ladies or guys.. Please take note: For those who doesn't like what i have written, simple; sue me for defamation provided you can prove that its you whom i'm talking about. HAHA!! *evil evil me* (and najie, sorry if i gotta quote from your blog) ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* QUOTED FROM NAJIE'S BLOG:
Girlfrien material : These gerls are the most commonly found along the five foot way to your neighbourhood shop. You can't single them out, but you can definitely point to one if you see them. The smell of a gerlfren material gerls just lingers as you walked past them. believe me! You can't go wrong!
Wife material are those ladies that when you meet them, you will be truck by their internal beauty, apart from the physical attraction. These gerls will in turn sweep them off their feet and bring heaven to his feet.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Firstly, how do you actually define gf material or wife material and who are we to judge that? Just by observing someone from the five foot way and label them as gf material or wife material? How lame and narrow minded can one get? What happens to inner beauty?? Hakz! Judging from guys or ladies nowadays, inner beauty doesnt come to mind at all.. What is it that caught ur eyes when you first set your eyes on a woman or a man? If you tell me its by behaviour, let me just say "CUT THE CRAP!!" *sniggers* True enuff for guys, gf material are those whom they can have fun with.. do all the stuffs together and be happy together but they will never never acknowledge this kinda ladies to be the wife material. Cos y?? "the thought comes: if you can do this with me.. you can also do it with others" but at the same time they wanna spend their time with these kinda ladies cos they ENJOY being with them. well ladies.. that's a hard fact to accept but its reality. Selfish?? Yes. Heartless?? No doubt about it. But they do not realise that what makes them think that they are the 'husband material' to judge a lady that way?? And why is it that ladies never thought about whether is this bf of mine a husband material or just a passing phase?? Maybe ladies are not dat crude. So if a lady who wants to be loved, should dey be a gf material or a wife material?? Lets just face the truth... men will always look for the h the gf material FIRST, and they reserved the one for the 'WIFE' material. That's how scandals, affairs all surfaced. COS the ones they have are just WIFE material but not the gf material.They can leave you anytime they want, but when the gal who is just a gf material leaves them? Wat happens?? Stories will be told.. Badmouthing etc. saying that that gal is just being too clingy. For goodness sake, doesnt it takes two hands to clap?? For the ladies, if you have this kinda of guy.. trust me .. scrap that guy. He's jus toying with your feelings No doubts, ladies will normally give 2nd chance to their partners, but if were being slapped by that kinda verbal insults? Any signs of respect? NIL i think. Ladies would like to think that their partner is perfect.. and not capable of doing such things.. But please ladies.. wake up and smell the coffee.. THEY are capable of doing anything they want..its just a matter whether they want to or not. If you ladies think that you belong to the wifey material category, you will lose out in lotsa ways.. And even if you are in a state of denial.. how long can it last?? One day, you gotta face reality den da hard truth will sink in. Same goes for us ladies.. we are also capable of doing all these things to the men, but then again, by the end of the day we will be labelled as Bit*hes or sLu*s or someone who doesnt earn any self respect and pride. But why is it that when a guy does all this kinda things its consider a norm?? Why dat discrimination?? And to you guys.. if you are the type of person who always goes out to have fun, clubbing etc and leaving your girlfriends at home.. Are you so ashamed of your gal?? you are no husband material either so dun judge a lady whether she is a gf material or wife material.. I'm just writing in general here.. Everyone wants to have a perfect partner of their own.. But in this world, nobody's perfect. You either make it or break it.All i can say is another man's lost is another man's gain....
To write or not to write
well well well.. its been nearly 1 week plus since i last update?? haha... dun bother to ask me why... Reason:Plain laziness and shittiness dat has been all around.so instead of whining i jus decided not to update. So many saga has been happening this few days.. From the murder issues to the bloggers being charged. This has caught my very utmost attention. Do we or we not have freedom of speech here. Read in the papers that its not wrong to write about political or govt issues but there is a limit. But then again...Huh? Limit?? What are the limits then? Where was the black and white of the limitations dat someone can write bout these issues?? Or was there any in the first place?? I myself do not know. If only they could lay down the rules and regulations.. without it, writers are not breaking the law are they?? They wanna hear our thoughts and our views.. they want they younger generation to speak up.. not to be afraid and come forward. But if there are so many limitations how can it be possible. Its not suprising that younger generations will not wanna voice their opinions cos by jus writing the wrong thing, they might get into trouble. Who's to blame when this happens?? I myself have so many issues to say out but i just do not wish put myself in trouble cos its still very vague on what u can write about and what u can't. Everyone has their own thinking and ideas, and when u read the papers regarding certain issues, there must be, in a way or two that u disagree with what ever that was published For example, it was in the BH( berita harian) when i read an article and in that article, an NRIC was being published complete with the IC numbers. Not even one number was erased out!! I was thinking, what the hack?? Maybe to passerby reading that article it was not much of an issue.. But maybe due to the nature of my work, i had disagreements and diff views on why it shouldnt be done that way. And somehow or rather i am glad that it has become an issue where they actually brought the matter up and are looking into it. Yes, its undeniable that racism is of course not tolerated in any way being that they do not wan history to repeat itself. That is purely understandable.And i was caught by suprise that the latest blogger charged was the writer of one of the blogs that i have read.( i ever post his blog add b4). Hmmm....That should serve as a reminder to those who are in "that" category of writers. And, finally... my darling friend got married ..Was there yesterday to witness her solemenization ceremony. Awww... bride and groom wearing pink!! wee~~~ i LIKE!!.. And apparently, the plan to watch soccer with some mates did not materialise cos hal's sick & feeling lousy.. *sighs* there goes my chance to irritate these peepz..khekhe.. hope he'll get better soon... Point to note:: my next post will be on "gf material or wife material". dedicated specially to najie who once wrote his views regarding the topic on his blog... so i will be back to debate on that topic...
The weekendz passed juz like dat..*sighs* Plans did not materialize and many things had to be cancelled.. That's the reason why i hate to plan things for the future cos it never seem to happen. *so shitty* and that's the reason why i never updated this space coz i was in a bloody shitty mood during the weekends. A new week has arrived and the first day of the week sux like mad. My work has not been kind to me at all. The only consolation i had for a start of the monday was going shopping with him before the start of my duty and after dat.... wat the hack... only my teammates will know what im whining about... So wake me up when september ends will ya?? 4th September :- To my two dearest cuz, Amira & Firdaus ...   & of course not forgetting to my beloved...  HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Dreamz....
1st Sept 2005When a person dreams, does it always has a meaning behind it?? And if it does.. what is it?? and how do we know if its a good or bad omen?? I heard from the my relatives that if a person dream of something good, it actually means the opposite and vice versa. I had a really unpleasant dream yesterday. A rare event for someone who doesnt normally dreams. I hate dreams cos when i do, its always those bad dreams. This is what I can recall from my dream.. Anyone cares to interprete it for me?? hehe "I received a call from his sister to come down to the hospital as soon as possible as he has met an accident while on the way to meet me. Rushed to the hospital, and I saw many familiar faces of those very close to me.. Peepz like Hazlan, Azy, Epul and suprisingly, even Imz appeared in my dreams. Upon reaching there, I was told that he had breathe his last and I was the only one who did not manage to take a last look at him. When my friends was comforting me, his sister came up to me and passed a gift box that was meant for me.. Inside was a bracelet, with the engravement .."will you marry me..." I woke up with perspiration, and the tears just couldn't stop flowing.. ps: sweets, i cant bring myself to tell u when u asked me cos i get very emotional when i think bout it... hehe... sorry ya!! 2nd September 2005A new beginning and new deployment of the month. Just when I thought everythin would turn out well, I was being betrayed. Everything sucks since I started my duty. One whole chunk of workload needed to be cleared. Complaints started to come in and me and my colleagues are trying hard to explain the same things repeatedly. Were really played out by the previous team. It took me nearly 3hrs to settle down and start doing my own work..and from there, it was one hell of a day.. Time passes so fast and before I knew it, it was already pass midnite. Gosh.. None of us had eaten yet. My stomach was growling hard showing symptoms dat it was rebelling and asking me to feed it soon..Can't blame it though.. it has yet to be filled up since morning.. Hehe.. Poor stomach of mine..And as if my 'wound' wasn't bad enuff, salt has to be added in. Felt disappointed, shitty & guilty at the same time. *damn me* but i guess thank to my lucky stars, i dun have time to ponder and think bout it. What a way to start of a brand new month!! Congrats to me and guess there's more to come!!!
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