 SUPERB. BREATHTAKING. STUNNING. That's how I would summarize the trip. More updates on the trip and my D&D later on cos I'm gonna catch up on my sleep. Anyway, here's a glimpse of the shopping bag after 3 days... HEHE....
YOU never failed to make her mad, shed her precious tears every now and then. YOU are so full of yourself. All this while SHE has put up with your nonsense, your unrealistic demands, your money mindedness. The patience she has with you is something i respect. Each and every cent you spent you expect that amount of cash to be paid back to you. WTH?? And now, YOU expect her to do something which she would never ever do and when that happens, YOU said she's someone who doesnt listen to YOU. All this while, who listened to YOUR complaints? YOUR whining?? And when she defends her family, her own flesh and blood, YOU accused her of being rude. And the moment she stands up for herself, YOU laid ur hands on her. I heard, I watched, holding back my temper, holding back my anger. YOU should know damn well what on earth will happen if I were to retaliate on what YOU have done. Nobody makes her shed tears when i'm around. The last time i retaliated I when this happens, I got a swollen cheek from YOU. But now no more. I held back cos when I look at her, I know the consequences of the after effect. YOU would blame her for my behaviour and it will never end. And she has to take in all that cos of what I did. I"m not that stupid anymore. But I swear that I am not gonna keep quiet the next time it happens. Trust me.
I hated you then, and I hate YOU now.... I really really do. YOU don't earn my respect.
I guess its been long since I drop an entry in this space of mine. I'm just lacking of inspiration or there's nothing interesting to really update. Of course during this point there were ups and downs. Love got some good news for his mum and I'm happy for both of them. Indirectly, I'm happy cos of other reasons.. Khekhe *hint hint* Haha! Only he knows what it means. Apart from that, in a matter of days, it'll be my annual dinner and dance function.. and I'm kinda having cold feet.. I'm just nervous and I really hope I don't make a fool out of myself. Can't imagine i'm going to walk in heels and evening gown.. My goodness!! And further more, its in front of the whole division.. See the pressure i'm facing? Tho I tell myself that I'm just gonna enjoy myself on that day but it doesnt seem to be working... The only consolation is that none of my teammates willl be there cos it falls on our working day. And exactly next week, I'm flying off to Bangkok again. Yipee!!! This time, I'll be going there for a reason.. I'm gonna watch BANGKOK 100 ROCK FESTIVAL. Kinda pretty excited cos I've never been to a concert before. I really do not know what to expect. Tho some of the bands that are performing are not up to my genre of music but then again, music's international so what the heck, I'll make sure that I enjoy every minute of it. Khekhe. I'm just looking forward to Oasis and fran ferdinand performing... and not forgetting lots and lots of SHOPPING!!!! wee!!
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