Closing entry of 2005

Every morning we get up and go about our day heavily influenced by the things that happen to us. After awhile we start to resemble a bouncing ball that bounces from side to side, never knowing where it's going next. It seems to be a process that continues year after year, and as we look back we never seem to quite know where the time went.

Many times in my life I've felt like a sailor on a ship that had no destination or course. The steering wheel turned where it wanted, with no one showing the way. At some point each one of us has to walk towards that wheel, as fearful as it may seem, and grab it and begin to take control of our lives. As we chart our course we have to ask ourselves "Who am I? And where am I going?" One thing I've learned along the way is that if I'm not honest with myself about what it is that I want to do with my life, it becomes almost impossible to find a sense of fulfillment and a lasting happiness. I've tried to do a number of things in life...most of the time for the wrong reasons. I guess we all become preoccupied with what it is other people want us to be, sometimes even with good intentions. It's important at certain points to stop and listen to your heart.In my life I find personal reflection a very valuable source for the times when I get scared and feel that I'm losing my way.My ship sometimes sails through stormy weather but what keeps me going is that somewhere on the horizon I know I will see the sun. Very rarely is there smooth sailing all of the time. We must battle our storms...but the journey must be undertaken so that we can see how important and needed we are as individuals.

At imes, we have to change our perspective, take charge of our own life and make our own change. There may very well be many negative circumstances or events happening in our life at the present moment and there may be nothing we can do to change them. However, we can change our attitude about it and find out exactly what a powerful force that can be.So if you haven't already, don't be afraid...take control of your ship. Sail the sea to your destination and discover the wonder of who you are and what you can be.

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year.

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Saturday, December 31, 2005 0 comments

The result of my hair experiment....


From this hairdo... To

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I'm luving it... haha!!!

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Thursday, December 29, 2005 0 comments

Straight? Boring.
Curly? I don't know
Waves? Does it suit me?
Spiral? Maybe fun.
Crimps? Weird

Haha. That's how i spent my time playing with my new gadget that I just bought. If I dun like any of it, i'll jus do it over and over again, till I am satisfied. If it still not up to my expectations, den i'll just let it be. Nothing to lose. Hakz! Instead of complaining and whining on what I should do with it, to keep it long or to cut it..I decided to put my creativity to work. In case, you are wondering what on earth I'm blabbering about here.. Well its gotta do with hairstyles.. Khekhe..

So there I go, fixing all the different gadgets, trying it out on my hair.. Instead of just using one style, I did some of it together.. Straight+Waves + spiral = ok lah.. can be improve but i like. Looks different. But then again, I cant stick with this hairstyle cos it doesnt suit my work. So when I'm at work, I'll just stick to my normal one.. And when its time for me to look good (like real).. I think I'll try a different hairstlye. Instead of wasting my $$ on salons why not do it myself. There's more options that way. Haha.. Stingy me.

Guess later this week I'm gonna splurge again on a new gadget.. hehe.. Can't wait to buy it! I'll update again when I have posssesion of the new thingy. *i'm smiling ever so wickedly*

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Wednesday, December 28, 2005 0 comments

My home theatre set finally arrived and I'm still pretty much excited bout it cos I didn't get to meddle with all the functions much as I was running out of time. Luckily, my love was around to help me out with the wires and everything while my dad was busy asking him to check for the serial numbers to fill up the warranty card. Khekhe..

Then made our way to our chill out session courtesy of my lil bro.. epul. We were joined shortly by the others and the fun begins and it lasted till bout wee hours of the morning. Made our way home cos love had to go off for work in bout few hours time. Great company, nice people.. I feel so blessed to have them around me..Khekhe..

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Saturday, December 24, 2005 0 comments

One week has passed since I last updated. What have I been doing?? hehe.. Shopping, shopping & more shopping!! Khekhe.. Pampered myself to the max. After setting aside the compulsory cash, insurance, road tax, etc.. I realised that I got enough to pamper myself, and not forgetting my loved ones too.. Haha! and I'm enjoying each and every minute and the amount of cash that I spent.

Bought myself lotsa stuffs.. from clothings to electrical gadgets. But guess the latest splurge was on a dvd home theatre set for my family. . Well.. I gotta think of my family too apart from myself. It doesnt even take me 10 mins to decide to buy that set. khekhe. I'm pretty amazed myself. Since mummy just won a 29 inch tv set, I decided to complement it with a new home theatre set. Yippeee!!

Apart from all that, 20th december, i set a record for myself. Participated in my division own version of 'Amazing Race' which was held at Sentosa and guess it was rather amazing. I walked and walked for approximately 20km till my legs ache to the core. (pretty lucky that my team are a bunch of slackers who are not so keen on running) My endurance level was put to a test and what else can I say ... I am proud of myself. (for those who doesnt know me that well.. I HATE WALKING AND RUNNING LONG DISTANCE) I realised that having my own transport since last 7 years have proved to me one thing. I'm too pampered and plain lazy!! Tho the whole event was a very tiring one, I did have fun. Solving all those puzzles, doing the tasks of which some I find it just plain stupidity. But then again, doing something stupid once in a while is alright. (cos everyone is doing the same stupid thing.. Khekhe) Guess my next suffering day will be the day i take my IPPT.. Arrrgghhhhh!! I dread that day!!

ps: Epul... Hope you had fun ya.. Sorry to pull you in last minute.

pss: Love, thank you for accompanying me to do all those shopping without any complaints.. Khekhe.

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Friday, December 23, 2005 0 comments

Its been a bumpy ride for me for the week that has passed. Emotionally and mentally drained out. On a positive note, the last 2 days was kinda preoccupied. Busy with the celebrations of my 2 ns boys who end their term. Guess these 2 boys will remember their last 2 days of serving the nation.. khekhe..

Syaifulazim Kahar

~both of you have done us proud~

Straight after our morning shift.. had a mini celebration for these 2 boys.. Had lotsa fun, mostly laughing, and enjoying each other's company. It jus got me reminded of our last hari raya outing. khekhe..

Not enuff space.. Duk Bawah pun ok gak..

The Peepz

My other NS boyz...

N their last day proved to be a test of their tolerance level as we put our creativity to the test.. Its art lesson time !! The best thing was.. Our OC join in da fun!! khekhe.. Pics of the celebration before our night shift are still not up yet.. *sighs* waiting for my my smiley ns boy faizal to pass it to me.


Courtesy of Chilli sauce, bananas, markers pens and green tea... khekhe...

*already reminded you not to park ur bike there.. see wat happens?? kehkhe*

~~How time really flies with a blink of an eye without even us realising it.. ~~

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Friday, December 16, 2005 0 comments

Do not make promises if you can't keep them. It hurts. .. And soon the promises, those sweets words, those meanigful words.. will only become words... empty words.

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Wednesday, December 14, 2005 0 comments

There's lotsa stuffs to blabber about but the implications are huge. Whether an individual can come to terms with it I'm not sure.. So I'm gonna hold back on my thoughts and sarcasms for the certain individuals. I'm pretty sure that some readers are curious. Let me put it into simple terms. It involves certain readers. Some might say as if people care to read but the counters dun lie. End of story. N one more thin.. I despised copycats.

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Monday, December 12, 2005 0 comments

Congragulations!!

Tanggal 3 dec 2005.. hehe... alhamdullillah... Juherman & Fildza selamat *diijab kabulkan... They are now husband & wife... I was proud to witness the ceremony of my close friend.. my good buddy at werk... Feel so happy for the both of them...

Reached Fildza's place at bout 1510hrs.. thought of wanting to go to Man's place first but afraid both of us couldnt make it in time. Supposedly to be at Man's place at 1400hrs but during that time.. I was still at home.. Love stopped over at my place to pick me up... Had our coffee first before we made our way down to Fildza's place.. hehe

Waited for the groom but tak muncul2 the king of da day.. so we decided to go up to the bride's home first.. It was kinda of cosy at first but then we all kinda got 'chased' away to make way for the Kadi and the king to be seated there.... So ok lah.. Moved up to the staircase ... Kinda cramped up but me and love being kinda 'cute' in size managed to get quite a good place and to view the ceremony....

To my suprise, the 'Kadi' came first before the groom... (Per da manz... ko nya *hegeh2 kadi sampai dulu) khekhe..... but then the kadi didnt have to wait for long... few minutes later... jeng jeng jeng... comes the groom.... Juherman look very thin but cant blame him cos he just undergo surgery and is still recovering from it...

Proud of him cos he only lafaz the *nikah once... For the first time ... I did not witness Juherman stammer when he spoke.. UNBELIEVABLE!! (he was known to be the gagap one at werk) khekhe..... well.. gotta know also the 'sanding' will be scheduled on 4th June 2006 (insya-allah)

Well of course... after dat its pics taking time!! so here I'm gonna say... Congrats to the both of you n of course... SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!!! wee~~~


After da pics session and fillin up our tummy... went home to change and we were off to a my friend's place in Sengkang for her lil gal 3rd birthday... Had loadsa fun ... fillin up my stomache to the brim.. While the ladies were congregating in the living room watching videos... The men decided to have their boy talk session in front of the gate... yeah of all places... cannot blame .. we already occupied the living room with the cosy sofa seats... All of us then had a mini movie session...

By the time everything was over.. I was feeling so tired topping up the fact I was down with a flu.. To summarise everything..It had been a wonderful day.. I feel so blessed. Thank you love for completing my not so lucky life...


*diijab kabulkan - formalisation matrimony
*kadi - the person who solemises the ceremony of the day.. (muslim judge)
*hegeh - taking own sweet time
*gagap - stammering

posted by DeViLiCiOuS @ Sunday, December 04, 2005 0 comments