Fadila

Female

Capricorn

In Love

HaLmY
EddY

EdA
hUdA
AmIra
EpuL
aZy
NaZ
ZuL
RiZKi
iRa
shakirah
Dopeyy


Wednesday, October 26, 2005

In Loving Memories ....

I was chatting wif my cuzzie on msn when i suddenly got reminded of my kittie who passed away... Memories of him running around my house.. playing at whatever dat moves... how nottie and playful he was.. biting everyone...and how he breathed his last in my arms.... He was not even a year old then..

His death was a sudden one. No one knew wat happened. I still remebered clearly what happened on dat day. Was on my way to the toilet when i saw him gasping for breath.. Took him in my arms and started to stroke him .. thought it would make him feel better but boy was i wrong. His two cute tiny hands keep reaching out to me and then suddenly he became still.. Not moving an inch. His eyes was wide opened. Shook him hard but still no movement. I was already in tears by then. I realised that he was gone. No breathing no nothing. My whole family was sleeping. Woke my mum up.. told her wat happened and she got a shock. According to her.. the last time she saw him, he was still running around the house.. I never cried so hard in my life before. My mom tried to calm me down but I was already beyond control.. I was still holding him in my arms. My mom took him away from my hands and told me that he should be buried. With me still in tears.. Me and my mom went downstairs and buried him.

I dun think i ever cried dat hard when a person pass away.. Even my mom pointed that out to me. Maybe I just have a soft spot for these feline creatures.
Wonder what will become of me when my 3 other felines go away....


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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Been A While...


.......TO TWINNY... AzY....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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It's been a while since I last updated. Tied down with work, having to do all the extra duties. Without realising its been more than 2 weeks of the fasting month. How time flies without us realising. Life has not been a bed of roses .. lousy moments come and go and I have to say this month is really a test for everything. Test of patience etc.. Its either one tries to improve to make things better or just sulk the way thru.

Apart from all that, managed to spend good moments with my friends and luv one. Most recent was the last minute 'mini' celebration for my 'small bro's' birthday. Though it was a small affair, thoroughly enjoyed it and I hope he enjoys it too being the fact that 3 of us were from our extra work!! Its nice to see him happy in times like this. Our way of having a closing ceremony on his b'day. I find it relatively meaningful cos its always a nice feeling to celebrate ur special occasions with closed and loved ones. That's how i personally feel. No need the extravaganza.. (but if can afford.. y not rite??) haha!



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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Listening to : Cinta Terakhir - GiGi

Not feeling well
Headaches tearing me apart
Keep vomitting
Till I'm too lethargic to eat

Stubborn as I refused to seek medical treatment
I know you care for my well being
But I hate doctors and medicines
Dun ask me why

Gotta know great news from my superior
Being nominated for an overseas study trip
Although no confirmation
But I'm proud that she has faith in me

Overall everything has turn out great
Have fun at work though it can be too demanding at times
The list will go on if i were to blabber
I'm just gonna take things as it is

I dun know why i'm writing this way
Too lazy to put into nice beautiful sentence


ps: hey love....lagu familiar eh?? khekhe.... thank you

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Kepada semua saudara mara and sahabat ku.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa!!

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Aku Bukan Untukmu....

Listening to: Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

Had a great weekend with my other irritant...Fell in love with this song the moment I saw her performed yesterday.... And not forgetting... She is one very beautiful babe....

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Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Di saat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal telah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya untuk diriku

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